Beaming

A very nice evening on Friday. What made it so?

Getting "there"

• Taking time for self and wife
  
• Ritual of getting dressed to go out
• Bassnectar
• Birthday call to very close friend
• 1/2 tab e , 5mg vike, 100g n2o
• Dancing

"there"

• body language - head & chin up; shoulders back
• emotional state is "beaming" - an exuberant push of emotion, joyous, energetic - fuck yeah
• feedback from others - the vibe and smiles
• play with wife
• water, 2 bites of food, fresh air

"after"

• left shoulder burn gone ~ 4 days +
• emotional contentment for 24 hours and tapering

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• experiment with further anchoring of state by rubbing fingers behind back - ever so slight elation without other environs + 3 days
  
• noticable lack of cares & worries what others think or see - this deserves its own post