Adventures in consciousness

Friday, February 03, 2006

Anxiety

Full day of anxieties and tremblings. Fragments of thoughts and feelings I can't quite coalesce. I keep catching myself being/becoming attached to outcomes...knowing full well that it expresses neediness.

External and internal stressors involved in circular thoughts and feelings. Breaking state became very tiring. Feeling of being on verge of full nervous breakdown.

Went to bed last night depressed -- low energy, loneliness, anxious. Severe burning sensation left shoulder and back.

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